aw shit man i'm a pessimist blood in blood out no doubt
when the shit gets the worst though thats when i get optimistic but when good things happen i always tell myself "all that shimmers is sure to fade"
and basically don't get your hopes up and think positive you can never be disappointed that way cant get worse then they already are i know its bad at least i have 20% optimism better then none.
only get optimistic when like i have no reason to be i just remain hopeful and figure ppl will appreciate it....i'm doomed man.