I am always paranoid man. I am always paranoid. Right after i smoke, i start to get all paranoid. Its just everything that surrounds it, like, not trying to smell like weed, not letting people see me hit my pipe while im driving in my car, my parents opening my car door in the morning while im still asleep and smelling the inside of my car, my hands smelling like weed, my breath smelling like weed, my eyes looking glazed, my eyes looking all read. That is what goes through my mind in about 2 minutes. All that shit and it all relates to being a paranoid motherfucker. As i am sitting here typing this, it really makes me realize how much of a problem i have. It seems that i have dug myself in a hole and i have quite a bit of a climp ahead of me.
I have no clue how much i smoke a day, but lets just say at least one bowl pack a day to the face. yesterday all i did was sit around and smoke, and i basically smoked an 1/8 with one other person. Thats just too much smoke.