i grow fonder and fonder of you by the post.
i don't know you, you don't know me, but from what little i have read about you and have seen you write on here, you remind me so much of this girlfriend of mine, only, you have a whole other dimension of discipline, and uh.. self-something to you... you are able to admit your own faults to yourself and you are able to be sane in your insanity, so to speak. this rocks about you.
i know this doesn't matter to you anyway, unless you're a big filthy liar of course, so i'll start off by saying fuck off. then i'll tell you that i wish my friend had some of your features.
stay strong. and if everything fails, at least you'll die with a pure heart.