Rukas said:
1. My dad left when I was 7.
2. I didnt see any of my family apart from my mother until I went back to Poland last year.
3. I have issues stemming from abuse (non sexual) as a child that no one knows about. I remember events from my childhood my parents think I dont, and am haunted by them.
4. I often lie awake at night depressed with how things are going in my life and vow to change my ways, but stop caring as soon as I wake up.
5. People perceive me as the funny, popular, daring, confident, fun loving, good time having guy, probably because I never really let anyone in. I wish I could open up, but I know there are things I will never tell anyone.
2. I didnt see any of my family apart from my mother until I went back to Poland last year.
3. I have issues stemming from abuse (non sexual) as a child that no one knows about. I remember events from my childhood my parents think I dont, and am haunted by them.
4. I often lie awake at night depressed with how things are going in my life and vow to change my ways, but stop caring as soon as I wake up.
5. People perceive me as the funny, popular, daring, confident, fun loving, good time having guy, probably because I never really let anyone in. I wish I could open up, but I know there are things I will never tell anyone.
i think it's a perfect thing for you to be involved in hip-hop music because that is a great way to open up and release some of the thoughts that you might otherwise keep bottled up.


no shit?

